So....the mood swings of yesterday and today seem to be leveling off. I feel a sense of calm washing over me. Whenever i get stressed, something happens and I just don’t go to that crazy place. It's quite hard to describe, I just shut down.
I am a bit weary of this on and off switch Cymbalta has brought to my life. I already contained the ability to shut down - but the switch was in my hand, it was my choice. This doesn’t feel like a choice.
So far, I am fairly certain that these drugs develop an instant, and quite strong, hold on your mind. I feel an intense sense of apathy which creates this sense of confinement. Without an interest in my surroundings - I have nothing. Life is what you create, what you mix together and watch play out.
If by taking this drug, I have cut my choices in half - what good will come of it?
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